Forgiveness
Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Rahim. In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most
Compassionate. May that God who is incomparable love and
the unfathomable Ruler of grace, who gives us His
never-ending wealth and grace, bless us all.
Amin.May God, our Creator, watch over us, nourish
us and protect us all our lives. Only God can do that.
May He forgive all our faults with His grace.
Amin.0 God, please forgive the faults which we
committed before we knew You. Amin. May this
prayer be granted.
Jeweled
lights of my eyes, precious children, you were born with
me as the life within my life. Precious jeweled lights
of my eyes, beloved of my heart, treasure of my eyes,
children who are exalted and wise, brothers and sisters
of my heart, my loving children who are so trusting, I
give you my love and my greetings. Precious jeweled
lights of my eyes born as my own brothers, you were
indeed born with me. We have all come here together and
it is important to know why we are here. First, we must
understand right and wrong--that is the most important
thing we must do. We should not dwell on the past, on
old karma, on past sins, on the faults of a previous
birth. We should never think that God will not forgive
our faults and that we will be subject to rebirth. We
must not think like that.
Children,
we have to recognize that although God is not like us,
He is our Father. He doesn't have our qualities, He
doesn't think like us, He doesn't have our jealousy or
pride, He is not selfish, He has neither anger nor sin,
and He does not look for praise, honors, or titles. God
is patient, He is compassionate, He is tolerant, He is
peaceful, He is just, He has perfect integrity. He is
the One with three thousand beautiful qualities. He is
the One who believes that other lives are His own and
then does His duty. He is the One who recognizes the
sorrows of others as His own and then does His duty. He
is the One who understands right and wrong and then does
His duty. He is the One who distinguishes truth from
falsehood and then serves us and offers His explanation.
He has good thoughts, He is the Father who created us,
He is our God.
He does
not punish us for our faults. He does not get angry, He
does not forsake us, He does not send us away from Him,
and He does not see differences among us. He is
responsible for all lives, and He is patient. He is
never angry with us, because we are His children. He
forgives the faults we commit until we become wise and
begin to understand our mistakes. He understands all the
faults we committed while playing in ignorance, all the
faults we committed both accidentally and purposefully,
and all the lies we told. He understands them and always
acts without anger or sin to protect His children. He
makes wise men teach, because He wants His children to
learn with awareness. He teaches us through our very
thoughts, through the trees, the bushes, the vines, the
animals, even through the sun and the moon. Through
feeling and awareness He demonstrates what we need to
know, turning us around and directing us to the path of
truth, developing wisdom within us. He teaches wisdom
through everything. He continually tries to turn us
around and re-direct us so that He can take us back and
embrace us. His constant remembrance is to do this for
us.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, He is the One who forgives
the faults we commit in ignorance until we learn to
recognize them as faults and give them up. God thinks,
"They are only children acting in ignorance. Some day
they will understand. I brought goodness into being, and
I created right and wrong so that the difference between
them might be understood. I created day and night so
that my children would understand. I brought the body,
soul, and light here so that my children would
comprehend. I created wisdom and ignorance to develop
their understanding.
"For this
reason I created all the opposites, all the contrasts,
to make them see both, to make them accept and act upon
the truth and avoid evil. This is why I created both.
Those children who know Me have My qualities and the
capacity to extract the truth and use My wisdom. Yet
even those who act in ignorance, without understanding,
who accept what is wrong, are still My children. I am
the only One who can judge either group, because I
created them, and I have to make a place for both.
"There are
so many creations, and I exist within them all as their
inner awareness. In each heart I exist without shape,
without form or color. I exist within as the power and
the form of wisdom. Until they emerge from darkness,
they will be ignorant and lack understanding. For this
reason, I must forgive the faults they commit in that
state.
"I have
created so many forms: the sun, the moon, trees, bushes,
weeds, birds, crawling animals, rats, flies, beetles,
insects, the atoms themselves, energies, and forces. I
created them all to make mankind understand, realize,
and have faith."
Precious
children, jeweled lights of my eyes, we must have faith
in God, our Father. We must develop that faith with
determination. We must establish certitude and make our
faith very firm. That strength of faith will be a staff
to support us and help us climb; it is the means to
cross the desert without wavering. If we fall very far,
we will need this staff to climb back up. If we have the
faith and determination to understand that there is no
God like our Father, then we can climb up, we can avoid
evil, and we can act wisely and reach the place where
wisdom exists.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, there is room for
realization. There is something to learn from every
created thing. There are many, many explanations to
understand. Precious jeweled lights of my eyes,
everything we see teaches us wisely. Everything we see
is there for us to understand and to give us peace in
that place of understanding. All the forces and miracles
and the power which can rule them have been given to us
by God. The wisdom and tranquillity with which we can
rule the earth and the sky have been given to us. The
most exalted beauty, the most exalted qualities, and the
most exalted wisdom, tranquillity, peace, justice, and
integrity have been given to us. We can understand
through our birth and our death. We have to realize
that the explanation of wisdom lies within us. We have
to understand this.
Our Father
is never angry with us. He never says, "I will send him
to hell. I will test him and then send him to hell." He
forgives us just as we forgive our own child if he
misbehaves. We forgive him; we don't hate or destroy
him, or cast him away. If we would not do such things in
our state of ignorance, if we treat our children with
compassion, how do you think God who has true wisdom
would behave? We are angry and hasty, but we take care
of our own children, and protect them even if they are
wrong. We have so many bad qualities, we are so selfish,
we are so engaged in the business of the self, we have
so many prejudices concerning religion, race, and color,
yet we are still able to protect and care for our own
children lovingly. How much greater must God's love be!
God, who is the unfathomable Ruler of grace, the One who
is incomparable love, the One who gives us the wealth of
His grace without end, how much greater must His love
be! What is the nature of His love? Does He get angry?
Does He hate us? Does He test us? He does nothing of the
kind. The evil and the mistakes are all inside
ourselves. When we act in ignorance, we plunge ourselves
into danger. When we behave unwisely, our own faults
subject us to accidents and danger. We have to live with
the consequences of our own faults, our own actions, and
our own qualities.
Our Father
doesn't test us or get angry with us. He gave us eyes so
that we can walk looking ahead. He gave us ears to hear
with and a nose to smell both good and bad scents. He
gave us a tongue to distinguish good tastes from bad and
a mouth to utter good words. We must realize the
difference between good and evil, and then use the
tongue He gave us to speak about the good. He gave us
limbs, hands, legs, hearts, and bodies. We have to
understand this, precious jeweled lights of my eyes. We
have to use our eyes to recognize good and evil. If we
do not understand, we may fall into a hole. That will
not be God's fault, will it? Certainly not. We are the
ones who have fallen into the hole. We are the careless
ones. We cannot blame God. We have to consider the
sounds we hear, both good and bad. We have to shun the
bad, accept the good, and guide our actions accordingly.
If we act on the basis of evil sounds, we are looking
for an accident.
There are
good smells and bad smells. It is correct to pursue the
good fragrances. If we associate with the bad smells, we
will have to experience the evil from which they come.
There are good words and bad words on the tongue. If we
use the good words, we will know the taste of peace; if
we use the evil words, sin and evil will follow. Is this
God's fault? It is our own fault. We must recognize good
and bad tastes and spit out what is bad. We must absorb
the good tastes, but if we eat the bad food, it will
hurt us. Whose fault is that? Is that God's fault?
Certainly not!
We must
reflect. Precious jeweled lights of my eyes, our Father
does not get angry with us. He does not test us. He is
total power, the mysterious One. Would that power test
us? Could we bear His test? Are we that strong? We are
very small. We are only a particle of a particle of a
particle, and He is greater than all the universes. He
is the great power, creating, destroying, and watching
over all lives. If that power which can make the world
appear or disappear in the blink of an eye were angry
with us, what could we do? But that power is our Father.
What indication is there that He would hurt us? What
indication is there that He would test us? Could we bear
anything He might do? Could we endure it, could we
withstand His test? We have to consider this wisely.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, He is love, He is compassion,
He is patience, He is tolerance and peace and above all
His creations. He is our Father. We have to understand
that He is God and that He has no anger. He does not try
to punish people or send them to hell. He is clear
wisdom who always trusts and believes that we will
return to Him. Until a child grows to be good, until he
sets out on the true path, God tries to comfort him,
teach him true wisdom, and find a teacher for him. It is
for this reason that God sent the prophets, the lights
of God, the qutbs, the wise men, and the
rasuls. They were sent from His kingdom to His
children to dispel the ignorance, to dispel the lack of
wisdom and the darkness so that God's children might
acquire His qualities and turn to the path of truth. God
always says, "May the children search for their Father.
May they come to Him." Let us think about this.
This is
God's endless work. Through the wise men, the
qutbs, the lights of God, the saints, the holy
men, and the prophets, He brings His children to
realization. With the sun and the moon and in so many
different ways, He develops their wisdom, dispelling
their darkness to make them return to Him. Precious
children, God is trying to bring us to this realization
step by step. That is our Father's nature. We have to
understand that He will forgive us until the end. As our
wisdom grows, as we realize our faults, we can ask for
forgiveness, and He will grant it. As we recognize our
faults, He will forgive us and accept each of us as His
own child. We must reflect on this wisely and understand
it.
We must be
good and avoid evil. We really must strive. If we do
not, we will fall into evil ways, and justice will be
carried out in that place of final judgment. But until
then, God will teach us as much as He can through every
creation--through the reptiles, the sun and the moon,
currents and magnetism, gold and silver, the earth,
wealth, trees and flowers, fragrance, medicine,
everything. It is God who teaches us through everything.
It is God who makes us correct ourselves and turns us
back to the true path. He is always patient. He is never
angry with us, He never hates us, He never tries to cast
us away, and He never tests us. God only shows us His
grace. Let us consider this wisely.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, God also created satan.
Couldn't God destroy him? Why did He give satan so much
power in hell? Can't He vanquish satan? Can God overcome
him? He can indeed overcome anything, so why did God
create a satan? Good and evil are the responsibility of
Allah, exalted be His name. Good and evil, light and
darkness were created by God so that we might be brought
to realization. Until then, until that day, God has to
make room for satan. Why? Because satan was created too.
God created satan and He will not destroy him. He is not
angry with him. Does God destroy us, does He hate us,
does He test us? We have to realize that God created
satan too, but He also created a Judgment Day at the end
of it all, and on that day He will grant heaven or hell
according to what each one has searched for. At that
time the house of hell will be given to satan, and that
is where he will live.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, there are many lessons to
learn. There are so many things to filter and learn from
the earth, from water, air, fire, and ether. There are
so many things to be understood from reptiles, bushes,
and trees. There are so many things we have to
understand. God has created each thing. He protects it,
and He will continue to forgive it until that final
judgment comes. Precious jeweled lights of my eyes, we
have to realize, understand profoundly, and be clear
about the truth. We must realize that once we know our
Father, everything we did earlier will be forgotten.
Those were unwitting actions performed in a state of
ignorance; they were faults we committed when very
young. The faults we commit before wisdom emerges are
all the faults of our youth. With wisdom comes maturity.
Before that we are all small, very immature children
even though our bodies may be large. If we realize this
wisdom before we die, we can know our Father. But if we
do not become wise and turn to the path of wisdom before
we die, then we will become darkness.
Until our
very last breath, until we leave this world, God always
holds out His hands to uplift us. He has His hands
outstretched to embrace us, to give us His milk, and to
teach us awareness. He is inside our hearts, cleansing
us. Until the very last breath He embraces each child,
trying to bring that child to Him. He strives for this
until our very last breath. But if we lose the
opportunity to develop our wisdom, if we remain with
satan in a state of ignorance until our last breath,
then we will be found guilty and subject to punishment.
We will be separated from God. But until that very last
breath, we are never separated or apart from God.
God does
not get angry with us, He does not hate us, He does not
test us. Precious jeweled lights of my eyes, we have to
realize that our Father will forgive all the faults we
committed when we were ignorant, and He will not be
angry. We must believe this with certitude. We have to
understand very profoundly, precious jeweled lights of
my eyes, that is why God sent the wise men and the
prophets. After He had sent all the prophets, God sent
the qutbs and messengers. At any time there is
always at least one qutb one wise man, in the
world. Through him we must learn to be wise, we must
understand the truth, and we must acquire the
recognition of what is good so that we can protect
ourselves from danger. Therefore, precious jeweled
lights of my eyes, search for wisdom. Search for that
wisdom which is your birthright. Search for the
birthright your Father gave you. Search for that
property He gave you. We must intend to return to that
place where we lived before. We must try to re-unite
with our Father and have His qualities and His actions.
We must try to behave as He behaves and make His duty
our own. We must act with our Father's patience, we must
try to nourish His unity, receive His beauty, and act
with His qualities.
Precious
jeweled lights of my eyes, children who are my very
life, you must travel the path of integrity with
absolute certitude and really try to search for wisdom.
This is most important. Just because we committed
mistakes earlier, we should not go on thinking we have
done so many horrible things and have so many faults. We
have not committed any faults in the eyes of God. We are
small children to Him, and He will always forgive us. He
will not hate or discard us. We have to think of this
until our very last breath. We have to search for wisdom
and act as truth dictates. Then, when we become wise, we
will not commit our earlier mistakes, and we will not
walk the paths we traveled earlier.
We do have
many faults when we have no wisdom. We do make mistakes,
and we have to realize this. Precious children,
understand this. Try to live in a good way, associate
with good people and adopt their qualities. Find a wise
man and try to become wise. Because God is love, because
He is just, because He is compassionate and patient, we
must try to do this. Then we will have peacefulness,
tranquillity, and justice. We will have attained the
birthright of our eternal life.
Precious
children, we must realize that we have to know and
understand ourselves. We must stop playing. We must try
to walk the true path and realize that God will forgive
our faults, and He will be tolerant of all our mistakes.
Then we will become His children, His babies, and He
will give us His kingdom. He will give us His house and
His grace. God will give us all His treasures. We have
to realize this, precious jeweled lights of my eyes. The
world is a lesson to help us realize what we have to
know. Everything God created is a lesson, an explanation
we have to understand.
We must
understand everything. Precious jeweled lights of my
eyes, we must understand and then we must act on that
understanding. It is very easy to talk about this, but
we must act accordingly. We must strive as wisely as we
can to put this state into action. We must open our
hearts and look within. We must open our hearts and
understand what that wisdom is, what the tranquillity of
that wisdom means, and we must establish this in our
lives. This is the secret of life, the birthright of our
lives, the completeness, the happiness, and the
exaltedness of our lives. This is the state we must
attain. We must understand our God, our Father, our
Lord, our Allah, exalted be His name, our Rabb,
our Creator, and we must find Him. We must find the
wisdom, the tranquillity, and the qualities to do that.
We must acquire His beauty.
Precious
children, this is what we must earnestly strive to do.
Each one must think, each heart must realize. We must
understand, and we must ask our Father to forgive us.
When our wisdom emerges, we will be able to speak
happily with our Father and become one with Him. As soon
as we embrace Him, He will forgive our faults. He will
not hate us, He will accept us and say, "My child, now
you are wise. My child, now you are a loving child. You
have taken My qualities, you have compassion for all
lives, and you perform My duty. Now you are My child,
now you are My son. Now your sound is My sound, now your
speech is My speech, now your actions are My actions,
now your conduct is My conduct, now your qualities are
My qualities and your wisdom is My wisdom. Now your
actions, your behavior, and everything about you has
found My duty. My son, now My sound and resonance have
arisen within you. " Then He will embrace you, saying,
"Now you are My son."
We must
try to find that beauty and those qualities, precious
children, jeweled lights of my eyes. We must transform
our lives, merge with our Father, and strive to find
that wisdom and tranquillity. We need faith,
determination, and certitude; we need that Iman
which is absolute faith. We must labor to know
clearly that God is our Father. We must have the
certitude that there is no other God, we must know that
He is the Only One, we must know absolutely that we are
one family and that God is our only Father. We must
understand, show compassion for all lives, and have that
certitude. That is the most exalted path of grace. May
each one of us remember, may we all understand this and
act upon it. May we actually do this. Amin. Amin.
As-salamu
'alaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu kulluhu--May
the peace of God and His beneficence be upon all of you.
Love to all the children, love to everyone, love to all
the jeweled lights of my eyes. If there is any fault in
what I have said, please forgive me. I am still a
student with no wisdom. Please forgive me if there is
any fault in what I have said.
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2003, Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship |
"Until
our very last breath, until we leave this world
itself, God always holds out His hands to uplift
us. He has His hands outstretched to embrace us,
to give us His milk, and to teach us... Until that
very last breath, we are never separated or apart
from God."
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