Eternal Youth
Amin. O God, You are peace. Amin.
May You grant us peace with Your grace. Amin. O
God, You are limitless grace and incomparable love, You
give us the never-ending wealth of grace, You are our
Father. How can we ever praise You? You who have no
equal, You who cannot be compared with any visible
example, how can we ever praise You? You are that
boundless love and grace. O God, You accept love as
love without accepting praise as praise. How can we
return Your love and Your compassion, O God? What can we
do in return for Your love, Your duty, and Your actions
undertaken without the slightest attachment or
partiality?
Allah, exalted be Your name. O God, You fill each
heart so full, and no matter how much we take, You are
not diminished by even one drop. 0 God, You are the
ocean of love, the ocean of wealth and grace, the ocean
of good actions, qualities, and duties, aspect after
aspect, each infinite and limitless. Even if each
creation fills the vessel of its heart with You, Your
qualities, actions, goodness, compassion, and virtue
remain full forever. They are not diminished by even a
single drop.
Almighty One, ever complete in His duty,
Ill-Alahu, You are God, the One who is alone, who
has no hunger, who was never born, who has no illness,
no desire, no maya, no mind, no confusion, the One who
is life within all life, doing His duty for every life
in His creation. 0 my Rabb, my Lord, mighty and
pure, You are my Creator, the One who is complete
perfection. My Father, with what tongue can we praise
You? Can this tongue ever be sufficient? My God, may You
bless us with the full and perfect way to worship You.
Amin.
My
very precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes, born
with me as the body within my body, children born as the
life within my life, my precious children who are the
light of my eyes, my very precious children who comfort
me as the heart within my heart, my loving children who
are the one true life among the six kinds of lives in
God's creation, my precious children, may God protect
and sustain us. Amin. May God protect us, dispel
our inner darkness, and fill us with the resplendent
light of His grace. Amin. May He bless us with
the fullness of His qualities and actions which have
neither comparison nor equal. Amin.
My very precious children, let us speak further
about the language and qualities of the child. My
precious children, when a baby emerges from its mother,
it cries, "Amma, Amma!" That sound gladdens the mother's
heart and brings joy to all those nearby. Isn't it a
sound which makes everyone want to pick up the child and
kiss it? Isn't it a sound which makes everyone happy?
Does it make people cry? Certainly not. In fact, the
same kind of sound is also made by sheep, by cows, and
by many other animals. No matter what language you
speak, that sound brings coolness, comfort, and gladness
to the heart. Even though a mother may suffer and scream
in pain and torment, even though she may come close to
death when giving birth, as soon as she hears the sound
of the baby's cry, she is soothed, she forgets all her
pain, and her heart is comforted. She lifts the child to
her heart, embraces it, and kisses it as soon as she
hears that sound.
In
just the same way God is both our Father and our Mother.
How much pain He suffers to deliver us from this world
of ignorance, from this world of sin, this world of
karma, this world of anger! He has such a heavy burden
to endure. Indeed, He carries all our burdens for us,
and He shares all our suffering and torment in this
world. He shares our pain and suffers the burden of
carrying us. When we emerge from this world of the five
elements, this world of desire, mind, karma, anger,
jealousy, and arrogance which all try to swallow us, if
we say, "Amma," or, ''My Father, my God!'' that sound
immediately soothes Him. It brings coolness and comfort,
not only to God, our Father, but to all living
creatures. They want to gather us to their hearts, to
kiss and embrace us. Even if we have committed so many
faults, so many sins, and caused so much suffering, even
if we live forgetting our Father who is God, even if we
despise God, even if we deny the existence of God, even
if we scold God, see how tolerant He is. He continues to
do His duty no matter what we do. Even though our
parents may forget us, God comes to help and protect us
no matter where we are. We must understand how God
protects us. If we understand that, we will know how He
lives with us, always helping and protecting us. We will
realize ourselves and Him.
My very precious children, a newborn child speaks
so many languages, but it is not understood by its
mother or father or even by those who are profoundly
learned. The little ones speak millions of
languages--the language of the crane, the dog, the cat,
the monkey, the languages of man--yet the only ones who
can understand are other babies. In the first year and a
half of life, an infant runs the gamut of all languages
and sounds. The monkey is inside, man is inside, the
entire world is there inside the baby. It speaks the
language of jinns, fairies, angels, gnanisand the
language of God. It speaks every language, even the
rustling of the ant, the buzzing of the mosquito, and
the humming of the bees. The baby speaks all their
languages and is a friend to every creature--the birds
are its friends and it plays happily with them, even the
snake is its friend. This universal language makes the
baby everyone's friend. It has no prejudice and it makes
no distinctions of color or whatever.
No
matter where we take a baby, it knows the language of
God. Others may not comprehend, but God understands. God
hears the baby's voice, and every voice that floats on
the wind is understood by the baby. Unity understands,
compassion understands, the child understands, and all
other beings understand these languages. Man alone does
not understand. Why is that? Because man has changed.
Man has forgotten the language that others have not.
If two babies are brought together, they speak to
each other; they make some kind of noise. They
understand each other and become friends. No matter what
part of the world they may come from, the two of them
will start to play together. They become friends no
matter what color they may be. Bring a baby from the
east and leave it with a baby from the west, and they
will talk in their common language; bring another baby
from the north or the south, and they will speak their
common language. The baby understands every possible
language because it understands unity, peace, happiness,
and joy. That language is understood by the baby alone.
It does not speak the temporary languages of the world
which human beings have learned; instead it knows all
the original languages and speaks with joy and
happiness, without sorrow or suffering. All its
languages bring unity and happiness, and the baby lives
in and enjoys that unity.
Because the baby knows the language of every
living creature, it can speak to any life that comes
near it. The baby even has a language to converse with
God. Even if we have learned all the languages of the
world, if we want to converse with God we must become a
baby and learn that original language, the original
words, the original unity, peace, and equality, the
language we spoke when we were born, the language which
the world cannot recognize. We can speak to God with
this language, but our mothers and fathers will not
understand it; religions, racial prejudice,
philosophies, scriptures, and literature will not
comprehend. That language will not be understood by any
knowledge that has been nurtured in the world. The world
will look upon us as dreaming, blind men who cannot
describe what they see. The language we spoke when we
were babies is understood only by our Father who is God
and by those who live in peace and equality.
When we speak this language, when we discover
that equality, that peace, that justice, that unity, and
that exalted state, when we are like babies, when we
live as little children and behave as little children,
what do we find? We find peace and tranquillity. We find
the unity and love which embraces everyone. We may
totter and fall while embracing each other, but we will
do so in unity and love. This is the quality of our play
as God's children--we play with Him, and He understands
our language, our speech, and our wisdom. This is the
language we can use to converse with God, our Father.
These are the qualities we must have to live in His
kingdom. This is His speech, these are His qualities,
and this is the state in which He lives. We must acquire
that state in this world. We must embrace all lives as
our own life and look after every living creature as we
look after ourselves, as does the baby who hands some of
its food to another child or even takes food from its
own mouth to give it to another. Just as babies live
with these qualities in that state, we too can live with
our Father if we have these qualities. This is the
language He understands, this is the love He
understands, this is the justice and the judgment He
knows. If we have these qualities, we will understand
the language we need to converse with Him.
My
very precious children, that is what we call being a
baby, being a little child. My very precious children,
we must learn this language and acquire the good
qualities and the happiness of this language. We must
understand the clarity, the meaning, and the peace of
this language. My precious children, the state we call
infancy is a state in which we try to reach God's state,
try to learn everything from God, to acquire the
qualities of God, to be one with God, and to know
ourselves.
We must keep on being students, learning. As long
as we remain students, we are prepared to learn. As long
as we live in peace, happiness, and unity, as long as we
live as one race, as long as we live in harmony and
unity, we can call ourselves little babies. The feeling
of '1' will have left us, ego will have left,
selfishness will have left, and any sense of difference
or prejudice will have left. Vanity will be gone, anger
will be gone, hatred will be gone, hastiness will be
gone, and the sense of my race, your race, my religion,
your religion will be gone. The feeling that my language
and my writing are different from yours will be gone.
Just as that little baby speaks all languages in unity,
we must become students and try to understand the
meaning of all the languages we spoke earlier. We must
understand the truth and unity in that language, the
equality and happiness we perceived in it. We must
extract the meaning and explanation of everything we
said during that time.
My precious children, if we do become students,
discarding our selfishness, our pride and vanity, our
anger, the discrimination among languages and all the
temporary things we learned, then we can really begin to
learn. As long as we remain students, we will never grow
old. As long as we are prepared to learn we will stay
young, never aging. But the moment we say, "I have
studied and I know," we begin to grow old. As soon as we
stop being a student, we begin to age. The moment we let
ourselves be praised as an important person, we grow
old. When we are vain and proud, we do not allow further
learning. The moment we become a teacher instead of a
student, we grow old. The moment we become a swami, our
learning is finished. We grow old, the Angel of Death
appears, and we have to face Judgment Day. The moment we
stop being a student, we age, time passes, our
intelligence disappears, all the benefits of our life
retreat, and we are left to face our Judgment Day.
My
dear children, if we can remain as students, we will
remain eternally young in the state of a baby. We will
speak like a baby and grow in the protection of God, our
Father. God will lift us up, embrace us, and speak to
us. He understands that language, He understands that
love, and He will feed us with the milk of His love. As
long as we continue to learn we can dwell in the
presence of God and be with Him. We will live in His
presence, and it will become His duty to raise us. But
the moment we become a teacher, praiseworthy, learned, a
guru, a swami, we forfeit God's protection. Then what?
The only thing left for us is the Angel of Death and
satan instead of God. There is only hell for us after
that, only maya, vanity, pride, anger, selfishness, all
the praise and doubt of the world, all the treachery,
deceit, trickery, and hypocrisy of saying things we do
not feel. We are left with these qualities the moment we
stop learning. This is hell.
If we stop learning, all the passion, anger,
miserliness, envy, greed, fanaticism, arrogance, karma,
maya, intoxicants, lust, murder, theft, and falsehood
which left while we were learning will return to attach
themselves to us again. Hell will come back to us and we
will age. The Angel of Death is certain to follow, and
our lives will be poured like oil onto the fires of
hell. However, my precious children, as long as we are
babies, as long as we are prepared to learn, we speak
every language, we comprehend every language, and we are
able to comfort every life. We are able to converse with
every life, with the sparrows and all the birds, with
cattle and goats, with snakes and scorpions. We can
speak to all God's creations. As soon as they see these
good qualities, God's love and His actions, as soon as
they see that happiness, every creature will bow in
obeisance. Birds and animals will bow down, and they
will love us and come to play without fear.
We
must realize that it is in this state that we can live
with God and that it is truth which understands the
baby's language. Only if we are like babies do we remain
young. Only then do we have a place in the kingdom of
God, remaining eternally young, without death, without
rebirth, without perishing or being destroyed. In that
state, we are not governed by time and we are without
want. We are that mystery, that secret which is the only
secret, the only mystery, the only power which is God,
our Father. We must realize this and think about it. No
matter how much we study, we must resolve to continue
learning. We must want to live with our Father and be
one with our Father. We must love all lives as our own,
love our neighbors and our brothers as ourselves, and
comfort and show compassion to every living creature.
When such qualities come into us, God will understand
our language. He will hear our sounds, and He will
understand our speech, our wisdom, our love, our unity,
and our peacefulness.
My very precious children, youth is being a
student. Youth is learning. It is a state of peace and
equality, a state in which we can be one with our Father
and live with our Father. Youth is a state in which God
who is both our Father and our Mother never leaves us.
He protects us and looks after us. If we could only
think about this, my very precious children, and try to
live in this state, understanding what this language
means. We must try to understand and speak that
language. Then God will understand. That is the baby's
state, the student's state. We must be eternal babies
and learn the language of heaven, the secrets of heaven,
the secrets of God, God's qualities, His actions, and
the wealth of His grace. We must learn the mystery that
is God's. We must learn every aspect of His qualities
and duties, everything about Him, everything He does.
God speaks every language and feeds each of His
creations according to its need. He speaks to each life
and each creation. We, too, must learn to speak that
language again.
But
when we do this the world will not understand. People
with racial or color prejudice and people with religious
bias will not understand. This language is not
understood by the world or by worldly institutions. They
will say, "We don't know what this baby is babbling
about. He is talking unintelligibly. But never mind,
let's show our love to him, pat him on the head, and
move on." We can be certain that the language we use to
talk to God will not be understood by the world. Our
present state of ignorance, passion, and arrogance will
not understand that language. Our envy, our racial and
color prejudice, our fanaticism, our bigotry, and the
knowledge we have acquired from books will not
understand. Only when we become babies and continue to
learn will we understand. This is the way to acquire
eternal youth. If we remain as babies and keep learning,
we will live in the presence of God, our Father. If we
try to become wise, we will live with our Father and we
will never leave Him, we will never need to say
farewell. Then we will be able to speak to our Father,
we will understand His language, and He will give us His
commandments.
However, my dearest children, if we say, "I am
great," or ''These are mine,'' if we proudly say, ''I
have studied, I am a leader, I have status and
influence, I have come to rule the world," then by
praising ourselves we separate ourselves from God; we
leave our Father and go to hell. As long as we stay with
Him, we are a baby and a student, we have patience,
equality, peacefulness, and tolerance. But if we leave
that state, we pass into divisiveness, doubt,
suspicions, the desire of satan, and the antics and
pranks of the monkey-mind. We are fascinated by the
hypnotic display of maya. It is a time of darkness when
we desire earth, gold, and sensual pleasures, and we are
divided from God, our Father. We must work hard to stay
with Him, to be little children willing to learn,
willing to ask our Father, willing to learn His
language.
My
very precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes who
are the life within my life, we must think about this.
We are wasting our lives. Shouldn't we always be like
little babies? Shouldn't we always stay with our Father?
Shouldn't we remain with our Father, never leaving Him?
The only time we have any happiness is when we are with
Him. When we have understanding, we have unity and
peace. Whether there is joy or sorrow, we live happily
and harmoniously with everyone, speaking and
understanding every language, realizing everything. That
time of babyhood is eternal youth, when we have that
beauty of the heart and body, that beauty of the face,
the beauty of wisdom, and the beauty of unity, and
everyone picks us up to embrace us with love.
We must not forfeit our youth and be transformed
into an old age of vanity, pride, and qualities which
are not God's. That is what old age is: the qualities of
satan, a dark, black face, a face which speaks with envy
and jealousy and reveals the qualities of the dog of
desire and the monkey which makes us say what we do not
feel inside. It is a hard, black, granite heart without
compassion, riddled with holes where snakes live. God
does not dwell in a place where there is so much
darkness. God's qualities are like the baby's, but
satan's qualities are those of pride. God's qualities,
His language, and His speech bring comfort and peace.
They display compassion for everyone. His language is
the language of love, of grace and unity, the language
which speaks to all creations, which plays with everyone
and makes them happy. This is God's love. Satan's love
is discrimination, differences, murder, separations, I
am greater than you, I ain bigger than you, desire for
praise, treachery, vengeance, the qualities of the lion,
the tiger, and the bear, killing one another, eating
another life. These divisive forces which attack and
hurt others, these qualities of hell which tear others
to bits and eat them, these qualities of fire which burn
everything-- these are the qualities of satan, the
qualities which point to the aging which points to death
and burning in hell. These are the qualities which
divide us from God.
My
very dear children, let us think about this separation
from our Father. The secret of not separating from our
Father is to remain a student, a baby who knows all
languages. Those who are older are separated from that
speech, from those good qualities, and from their
Father. They have gone to hell. We must realize that
there are endless secrets to be learned about our
Father, about His limitless love, and about the
infinite, undiminishing wealth of His grace. His mystery
is far beyond our wisdom. There is so much to learn, so
much to investigate within His mystery, His wealth, His
grace, His infinite duties, and the joy of those duties.
There is so much to see and learn. To learn all this we
must be students, we must go on learning, we must remain
as babies. As we become young and stay young, we acquire
that beauty, and as we go on learning, the love of our
Father grows inside us. As that love grows, He embraces
us more and more. As He holds us closer, more of His
light pours into us, and as that light pours into us,
the darkness recedes and we receive the love of every
creation. We must think about this.
Precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes,
always keep trying to regain that eternal youth so that
you can learn from God, our Father. He knows and
understands your language. Learn that language which is
your Father's; then you will understand Him. Let us
remain eternally young through that common language and
never leave our Father. The world will not understand,
even our own father and mother will not understand. No
one except God will comprehend that language, that
secret, the secret of your prayers, the secret of your
learning, the secret of the wealth of His grace, of
unity, of peace, of equality, the secret of your life,
the secret of your Father, the secret of never
perishing, of never dying, of having no birth, no death,
the secret of eternal youth. These are the secrets you
will learn if you are eternally a student. These are
secrets no one else knows.
My
very dear children, if you want to attain that state of
peace and tranquillity, you must learn the language of
God, your Father. He alone will understand; others will
not. Let the world keep its books, its languages and
separations. God does not understand the languages the
world uses. The language spoken by one person is not
understood by the next; this is the way of the world.
Only satan can make sense of these divisive languages,
but what a true student says is understood by God. Every
child must think about this. My very precious children,
jeweled lights of my eyes, if we do this as babies, if
we reflect on this as babies, we will achieve the
benefit of this birth, eternal youth, peace, and
equality. Every child, please think about this.
Just as electricity is extracted from water, just
as we breathe in a tiny magnetic bit from the air which
sustains life, just as we discover precious gems buried
in the earth, just as we take the light from the sun and
draw the coolness of the moon through the ether, we must
throw away the darkness of our desires and extract that
tiny atom of God's grace and wealth. Just as we extract
the essence of the five elements, earth, fire, water,
air, and ether, we must extract peace from the body,
compassion from God, and learning from His mystery. This
is the way to understand with wisdom, the way to develop
the wisdom which extracts the essence of each thing. We
must use the wisdom we have to understand each thing,
extract its essence, and learn from it. We must learn,
my very precious children. We must take the necessary
understanding from every book we read. We must take the
point from every letter we look at. We must extract the
essence of everything we see just as we extract and use
the essence of the medicine we might take. Even if we
are ill, we must discard the pain and take in only peace
and understanding. In just this way, my very precious
children, a little baby takes in only the point. Like
that, we must take in that point of God's qualities from
everything we see, extracting only the point and
discarding everything else.
Just as we are unable to understand what a baby
says, the world does not understand what God says. Only
those who are the right age can do that. When a baby
speaks God hears, and when God speaks the baby
understands. We must develop that embracing love, that
peacefulness which has no selfishness. But only that
point will understand, my dearest children, and that is
called youth, eternal youth. Only then are we young.
Only then are we students living with our Father as
young children must.
We must remember, my precious children, if we
stay in the presence of our Father our beauty will never
fade, we will never age. Our sense of unity, of
peacefulness, justice, duty, and righteousness will
never leave us. As long as we have that beauty, we will
never age and our bodies will never change or grow old.
Please think about this, my very dear children. This is
what we have to learn. This is what we have to extract
and understand from all that we do. To understand this
and to be students, we must begin to understand the
language of God. We spoke it when we were infants,
didn't we? That is the language that cools every heart.
The words we used in the first year or two of life were
God's language and God's qualities. We must transform
ourselves into students of that age; only then will we
understand the mysterious secret of God's wisdom, His
qualities, and His actions.
My dearest children, be quite certain that as
long as we fail to reach that state of babyhood we are
divided from God and we are aging. We must not accept
this aging that separates us from God. We must not take
on those qualities that keep us from Him. Instead we
should try to hold on to the youthfulness which keeps us
with God and never separates us from Him. Then we will
remain in our Father's kingdom. The moment we leave Him,
we are in the kingdom of hell. We should never leave His
presence or His kingdom.
Precious children, each one of you please think
about this and try to establish this state. Please be
students living with our Father, taking on His
qualities. Try to acquire wisdom in a state of freedom
and liberation. This is the state of our soul, the
freedom of our soul, the resplendent light of freedom.
We must not waste our time or throw it away. We must use
it to learn the speech and the qualities of our Father.
Let us try very hard to remain with Him and never leave.
May we live as students always in His presence.
May every child reflect on this. My precious children,
try to learn that language, and never, never think of
yourself as great or famous. As long as there is more to
investigate, we are students. The moment we complete all
our research we become God and we receive the kingdom of
God. But until our research is finished we must continue
to learn, and the only way to truly learn is to remain
with Him. He is the king, and you must remain with Him
as His young prince or princess, learning as a student
until He crowns you. We must learn. We must try to
attain this peace and equality with God's qualities and
unity. That is the best kind of learning.
The
language our Father understands, the language the baby
understands, is understood by no one else. Truth is not
understood by the world, by books, by religions or
philosophies. The speech of the eternal student, the
eternal youth, is no more intelligible to the world than
a baby's. That one mysterious language is the mystery we
must try to learn. My precious children, as you continue
to understand more and more, the world might bite you,
scold you, or chase you away. Even a mother doesn't
understand the baby's language, but that is the way of
the world. Until the baby learns what the mother imposes
on it and says what the mother wants, until the mother
makes the baby think as she thinks and speak her own
language, she does not understand. Until then only God,
the true Father, understands.
God provides the language, the understanding, the
food, the truth, the freedom, the liberation of the
soul, justice, and judgment. This is what we must learn
from our Father. No one else will understand; the world
will never understand that language. Why not? Because
the world only knows the temporary languages it learns
for this temporary life. The world will only understand
if we speak its language. If we remain with God, only He
will understand.
My
very precious children, may we understand this and find
a way to search for wisdom, to have peace of mind,
lasting happiness, and the kingdom of heaven. May we
find a way to stay there eternally. Amin. May God
grant us this blessing with His grace. All wealth, all
grace is with God, our Father. All wisdom, all treasures
are His. The age of eternal youth is with Him. May we
reach that age of no separation from Him, may we take on
the beauty of being students, may we understand that
subtle mystery. Amin.
May God bless us with His grace and His
qualities. Amin.May He bless us with His actions.
Amin.May He bless us with His conduct and His
unity, may He give us His compassion, and may He give us
truth and that life which never leaves Him. May He
gather us to His heart, accept us as babies, and protect
us. Amin.
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2003, Bawa Muhaiyaddeen Fellowship1 |
"When we live as little
children
and behave as
little children, what do we
find? We find peace and
tranquillity. We find the
unity
and love which
embraces everyone. We
may totter and fall while
embracing each other, but
we will
do so in unity and
love."
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