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Excerpts from Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj's
I AM THAT
compiled and edited by Miguel-Angel Carrasco
Numbers after quotations refer to pages of
the edition by Chetana (P) Ltd, Bombay, 1992.
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The way to Realization: Part
One
Not through activity. No effort is necessary,
but there is a precondition: earnestness now.
Not through activity.
Where is the need of changing
anything? The mind is changing anyhow all the time. Look at your mind
dispassionately; this is enough to calm it. When it is quiet, you can go
beyond it. Do not keep it busy all the time. Stop it, and just be. If you
give it rest, it will settle down and recover its purity and strength.
Constant thinking makes it decay. (311)
Nothing you do will change
you, for you need no change. You may change your mind or your body, but it
is always something external to you that has changed, not yourself. Why
bother at all to change? Realize once for all that neither your body nor
your mind, nor even your consciousness is yourself and stand alone in your
true nature beyond consciousness and unconsciousness. No effort can take
you there, only the clarity of understanding. (520)
Don't try to
reform yourself, just see the futility of all change. The changeful keeps
on changing while the changeless is waiting. Do not expect the changeful
to take you to the changeless - it can never happen. Only when the very
idea of changing is seen as false and abandoned, the changeless can come
into its own. (521)
Most people's activities are valueless, if not
outright destructive. Dominated by desire and fear, they can do nothing
good. Ceasing to do evil precedes beginning to do good. Hence the need for
stopping all activities for a time, to investigate one's urges and their
motives, see all that is false in one's life, purge the mind of all evil
and then only restart work, beginning with one's obvious duties. (345)
If you are earnest, you will find that in the end you will get fed
up with roaming and regret the waste of energy and time. To find your self
you need not take a single step. (334)
The self-styled gurus talk
of ripeness and effort, of merits and achievements, of destiny and grace;
all these are mere mental formations, projections of an addicted mind.
Instead of helping, they obstruct. (422)
Do not rush into
activity. Neither learning nor action can really help. (260)
It is
not what you do, but what you stop doing that matters. (483)
Activity is not action. Action is hidden, unknown, unknowable. You
can only know the fruit. (354)
Action does not lead to perfection;
perfection is expressed in action. (419)
There is a difference
between work and mere activity. All nature works. Work is nature, nature
is work. On the other hand, activity is based on desire and fear, on
longing to possess and enjoy, on fear of pain and annihilation. Work is by
the whole for the whole, activity is by oneself for oneself. (219)
Your mind is steeped in the habits of evaluation and acquisition,
and will not admit that the incomparable and unobtainable are waiting
timelessly within your own heart for recognition. All you have to do is to
abandon all memories and expectations. Just keep yourself ready in utter
nakedness and nothingness. (498-9)
Do nothing, just be. In being
all happens naturally. (227)
Be nothing, know nothing, have
nothing. This is the only life worth living, the only happiness worth
having. (499)
You can do nothing. What time has brought about,
time will take away. This is the end of yoga, to realize independence. All
that happens, happens in and to the mind, not to the source of the "I am".
Once you realize that all happens by itself (call it destiny, or the will
of God, or mere accident), you remain as witness only, understanding and
enjoying, but not perturbed. You are responsible only for what you can
change. All you can change is only your attitude. There lies your
responsibility. (451)
You cannot change your circumstances, but
your attitudes you can change. (480-1)
There is nothing we can do,
we can only let things happen according to their nature. Clarity and
charity is action. Love is not lazy and clarity directs. You need not
worry about action, look after your mind and heart. Stupidity and
selfishness are the only evil. (496)
In reality things are done to
you, not by you. Your desire just happens to you along with its fulfilment
or non-fulfilment. You can change neither. You may believe that you exert
yourself, strive and struggle. Again, it all merely happens, including the
fruits of the work. Neither is by you and for you. All is in the picture
exposed on the cinema screen, nothing in the light, including what you
take yourself to be, the person. You are the light only. (481)
Life itself is desireless. But the false self wants to continue -
pleasantly. Therefore, it is always engaged in ensuring one's continuity.
Life is unafraid and free. As long as you have the idea of influencing
events, liberation is not for you: the very notion of doership, of being a
cause, is bondage. (298)
Everybody wants to be active, but where
do his actions originate? There is no central point: each action begets
another, meaninglessly and painfully, in endless succession. The
alternation of work and pause is not there. First find the immutable
centre where all movement takes birth. Just like a wheel turns round an
axle, so must you be always in the centre and not whirling at the
periphery. (349)
The witness is that which says "I know". The
person says "I do". Now, to say "I know" is not untrue, it is merely
limited. But to say "I do" is altogether false, because there is nobody
who does; all happens by itself, including the idea of being a doer. The
universe is full of action, but there is no actor. There are numberless
persons small and big and very big, who, through identification, imagine
themselves as acting, but it does not change the fact that the world of
action (mahadakash) is one single whole in which all depends on, and
affects all. The stars affect us deeply and we affect the stars. Step
back from action to consciousness, leave action to the body and the mind;
it is their domain. Remain as pure witness, till even witnessing dissolves
in the Supreme. (400-1)
Liberation is not the result of some means
skilfully applied, nor of circumstances. It is beyond the causal process.
Nothing can compel it, nothing can prevent it. (456)
The Self is
near and the way to it is easy. All you need doing is doing nothing. (236)
Stay open and quiet, that is all. What you seek is so near you
that there is no place for a way. (196)
Having realized that you
cannot influence the results, pay no attention to your desire and fears.
Let them come and go. Don't give them the nourishment of interest and
attention. (481)
There is nothing to do. Just be. Do nothing. Be.
No climbing mountains and sitting in caves. I do not even say: "be
yourself", since you do not know yourself. Just be. Having seen that you
are neither the "outer" world of perceivables, not the "inner" world of
thinkables, that you are neither body nor mind, just be. (331)
No effort is necessary.
Do not imagine that you
can change through effort. Violence, even turned against yourself, as in
austerities and penance, will remain fruitless. (498)
Your needs
are unreal and your efforts are meaningless. (339)
There is no
place for effort in reality. It is selfishness, due to self-identification
with the body, that is the main problem and the cause of other problems.
And selfishness cannot be removed by effort, only by clear insight into
its causes and effects. Effort is a sign of conflict between incompatible
desires. They should be seen as they are - then only they dissolve. (476)
Unless you make tremendous efforts, you will not be convinced that
effort will take you nowhere. The self is so self-confident that unless it
is totally discouraged it will not give up. Mere verbal conviction is not
enough. Hard facts alone can show the absolute nothingness of the
self-image. (523)
The people who begin their sadhana are so
feverish and restless that they have to be very busy to keep themselves on
the track. An absorbing routine is good for them. After some time, they
quieten down and turn away from effort. In peace and silence, the skin of
the "I" dissolves and the inner and the outer become one. The real sadhana
is effortless. (483)
In each [school of yoga], one can progress up
to the point when all desire for progress must be abandoned to make
further progress possible. Then all schools are given up, all effort
ceases; in solitude and darkness, the last step is made which ends
ignorance and fear for ever. (477)
Abandon every attempt, just be;
don't strive, don't struggle, let go every support, hold on to the blind
sense of being, brushing off all else. This is enough. (494)
You
can also grow like this [effortlessly, like a child], but you must not
indulge in forecasts and plans, born of memory and anticipation. (285)
It is your idea that you have to do things that entangle you in
the results of your efforts - the motive, the desire, the failure to
achieve, the sense of frustration - all this holds you back. Simply look
at whatever happens and know that you are beyond it. (148)
It has
nothing to do with effort. Just turn away, look between the thoughts,
rather than at the thoughts. When you happen to walk in a crowd, you do
not fight every man you meet, you just find your way between. When you
fight, you invite a fight. But when you do not resist, you meet no
resistance. When you refuse to play the game, you are out of it. (349)
A quiet mind is all you need. All else will happen rightly, once
your mind is quiet. As the sun on rising makes the world active, so does
self-awareness affect changes in the mind. In the light of calm and steady
self-awareness, inner energies wake up and work miracles without any
effort on your part. (311)
The window is the absence of the wall,
and it gives air and light because it is empty. Be empty of al mental
content, of all imagination and effort, and the very absence of obstacles
will cause reality to rush in. (260)
Deepen and broaden your
awareness of yourself and all the blessings will flow. You need not seek
anything, all will come to you most naturally and effortlessly. (261)
Keep the "I am" in the focus of awareness, remember that you are ,
watch yourself ceaselessly and the unconscious will flow into the
conscious without any special effort on your part. (447)
There is
no effort in witnessing. You understand that you are the witness only, and
the understanding acts. You need nothing more, just remember that you are
the witness only. (303)
Having realized that I am with, and yet
beyond the world, I became free from all desire and fear. I did not reason
out that I should be free, I found myself free, unexpectedly, without the
least effort. (269)
[I can describe the supreme, natural state]
only by negation, as uncaused, independent, unrelated, undivided,
uncomposed, unshakable, unquestionable, unreachable by effort. (16)
But there is a precondition: earnestness now.
All
waiting is futile. To depend on time to solve our problems is
self-delusion. The future, left to itself merely repeats the past. Change
can only happen now, never in the future. (402)
Action delayed is
action abandoned. There may be other chances for other actions, but the
present moment is lost, irretrievably lost. All preparation is for the
future - you cannot prepare for the present. (493)
Once you
realize that the body depends on the mind, and the mind on consciousness,
and consciousness on awareness, and not the other way round, your question
about waiting for self-realization till you die is answered. It is not
that you must be free from the "I-am-the-body" idea first, and then
realize the self. It is definitely the other way round - you cling to the
false because you do not know the true. Earnestness, not perfection, is a
precondition to self-realization. Virtues and powers come with
realization, not before. (434)
For this [self-realization], you
need a well-ordered and quiet life, peace of mind and immense earnestness.
(491)
Earnestness is not a yearning for the fruits of one's
endeavours. It is an expression of an inner shift of interest away from
the false, the unessential, the personal. (455-6)
[The person is
removed] by determination. Understand that it must go and wish it to go -
it shall go if you are earnest about it. (441)
It is earnestness
that is indispensable, the crucial factor. Sadhana is only a vessel and it
must be filled to the brim with earnestness, which is but love in action.
For nothing can be done without love. (482-3)
You must find your
own way. Unless you find it yourself, it will not be your own way and will
take you nowhere. Earnestly live your truth as you have found it, act on
the little you have understood. It is earnestness that will take you
through, not cleverness - your own or another's. (499)
To find
reality you must be real in the smallest daily action; there can be no
deceit in the search for truth. (515)
Try. One step at a time is
easy. Energy flows from earnestness. (528)
Your first task is to
see the sorrow in you and around you; your next, to long intensely for
liberation. The very intensity of longing will guide you; you need no
other guide. (236)
It is the absolute in you that takes you to the
absolute beyond you - absolute truth, love, selflessness are the decissive
factors in self-realization. With earnestness these can be reached. (461)
The remedy lies in clarity and integrity of thinking. Try to
understand that you live in a world of illusions, examine them and uncover
their roots. The very attempt to do so will make you earnest, for there is
bliss in right endeavour. (529)
Mere physical renunciation is only
a token of earnestness, but earnestness alone does not liberate. There
must be understanding which comes with alert perceptivity, eager enquiry
and deep investigation. You must work relentlessly for your salvation from
sin and sorrow. (534)
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