By W. E. Butler
I want to discuss with you the wonderful
thing we call 'personality', for in endeavouring to understand
something of this part of ourselves,
we may also be enabled to deal with some of
the many problems which are thrust upon us as we try to follow
the Occult path. For it is very true that our personality plays
a very great and important part in our individual evolution.
Hence the advice of the Delphic motto - "Know Thyself"
- is so very valuable even though we often forget it.
What, then, do we mean by the term 'personality'?
As I have often said in the lessons themselves such a very great
depends on what is meant
by a word, for words are but the outer expressions of ideas
(apart from their purely physical vibration value). The dictionary
definition is "an individual", but this is a somewhat
inadequate definition. Perhaps we can improve on it by attempting
to find out what the psychologists mean when they use the term.
Here again we are faced with the difficulty that schools of
psychology differ in their use of the word. So perhaps it will
be best if we state here what we understand by the word 'personality'.
As our understanding of the word is tied up with all the instruction
we have given in the SOL course, this is probably the best way
of dealing with the term. The dictionary points out that the
word is derived from a Latin root 'persona'. This by definition
means 'the aspect of the person which is presented to the outer
world'. In ancient Roman and Grecian times actors wore a mask
to represent the dominant emotion - tragedy, comedy etc. which
they were expressing and, as it is said, they spoke through
the mask. Also in the Egyptian mysteries the expression "the
priest wearing the mask of Anubis arose and said...." gives
the same idea. Here, of course, we come to Shakespeare's words
"one man, in his time, plays many parts". So we may
begin to define personality by saying that, amongst other things,
it denotes the mask which we wear when we face the outer world.
Now we come to the root of the matter. Of what is the personality
the mask and how does it arise in ourselves?
If we accept the basic teachings of the Qabalah,
then we must think of ourselves as spiritual beings manifesting
in the physical world through the mask of our personality. This
personality has been built up through the encounters between
our real spiritual self and the world around us. Various formative
forces have caused us to build our mask after a certain pattern,
it is through this same mask that we act upon the outer world
and are acted upon by that world. Unfortunately, by a curious
mechanism, we identify ourselves with our personality and so
build up a false ego or self which causes much trouble both
for us and those who come in contact with us. That which speaks
'through the mask' is not the true actor but an inferior consciousness
who cannot control his instrument, and this is true of the greater
number of people on this planet.
I have given you this elementary sketch of
the nature and genesis of the personality because I wanted to
lead up to one of the great dangers of the esoteric path. That
danger is Personality-worship. In its various forms it is implicit
in human nature because, in the last resort, it is an unbalanced
aspect of one of the deepest and truest urges of the human self
- the urge to worship and to merge with the ultimate object
of that worship, the eternal life from which we came and to
which we return in the fullness of time.
One of the commonest forms of this personality-worship
is to be found in the uncritical and intensely emotional attachment
which we show to some leader or teacher in the occult world.
I was intrigued by a letter which appeared in a certain psychic
periodical in which the writer claimed that the great teacher,
Dion Fortune, was an "expert on the Qabalah", and
with an emotional fervour affirmed that which she had expressly
repudiated in one of her books. Dr. Hugh Schonfield, the Hebrew
scholar, tartly commented in the next issue of the paper that
Dion Fortune was not regarded by orthodox scholarship as being
in any way an expert on this subject. This somewhat unedifying
spectacle was entirely unnecessary, if either of the correspondents
in question had cared to look up Dion Fortune's Mystical Qabalah
chapter IV paras 3-7, they would have seen a refutation of both
their points of view from the pen of Dion Fortune herself. Therein
she admits her lack of academic knowledge and says "I do
not say this is the teaching of the ancient Rabbis; rather do
I say this is the practice of the modern Qabalists.... "
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Some of you may wonder why I have retailed
this particular episode since I myself owe so much to Dion Fortune,
who was my teacher from the year 1925 until her death. Surely
there are enough men with muck rakes (to borrow from Pilgrim's
Progress), enough denigrators ready to pull everyone down to
their own pygmy stature? That is so and I have never joined
those who appear to have a special dislike of Dion Fortune and
all her works. However this little episode helps to establish
my point regarding personality-worship. If the one who wrote
the first letter had only stopped to read those paragraphs in
the Mystical Qabalah, she would not have brought down the strictures
of Dr. Schonfield on the Teacher she revered, in that way lowering
the status of that Teacher in the eyes of those who never read
occult books, who distrust the esoteric philosophy and who would
be confirmed in their views by the expressed opinion of an undoubted
expert in the field of Hebrew philosophy. So in the end, she
did her idol a disservice and this is often the result of such
personality-worship.
In yet another way, personality-worship can
injure the unfortunate object of it. As long as we are in incarnation,
we are subject to the limitations of our personality. The mask
which we have constructed through the years will prove difficult
to adapt to changing conditions and new attitudes. Yet adapt
it we must if it to remain of any value to us. There is a deep
occult truth in the story of Lot's wife who, looking back to
the home from whence she came, was turned into a pillar of salt.
Salt is a crystalline structure, perfectly exemplifying the
rigid locking-up of matter through the action of internal stresses.
So it is possible for each one of us to 'stick' in some one
point of our life, to crystallise into the pattern of that period.
But the cyclic changes which go on perpetually within the depths
of our self - changes which are due to the overshadowing influence
of our deeper self - tend to change the manner in which we react
to outer conditions and one of two things may happen. Either
the crystallised personality mask is so rigid that it chokes
back the inner forces, or the inner forces, increasing in their
pressure because they are being choked, finally find a flaw
in the barrier set up by the personality and pour through in
an overwhelming flood, breaking down the rigid personality and
effecting drastic changes in the life and outlook of the person
concerned.
Within each of us, teacher and student alike,
is the 'Shadow'; this is something with which we must deal at
one time or another. If we recognise this and accept it, then
we will be saved much trouble. If we cease to project upon the
teacher any glamour-image and if we admit in our minds that
he, like ourselves, possesses the shadow, then we will be able
to respect and be grateful to him for what he has given us and
see, reflected in him, something of that Light that to some
extent he is able to bring to us. Even so will the teacher,
recognising the Shadow within us, see also the promise and potency
of that same Light hidden within us. Superstitious personality-worship,
which shuts its eyes to the Shadow within its hero and insists
on retaining the one aspect of the Teacher's personality, binds
that particular aspect upon the Teacher, the combined hero-worship
of a Group can result in a mental imprisonment of the Teacher
within that facet, and the Light which should have shone more
fully through him becomes restricted and dim.
The converse is also true. If the Group in
all its members, comes to terms with the shadow within, then
this group reaction opens the channels by which a greater outpouring
of the Light may take place, for the Teacher is lifted up as
it were into a higher level of consciousness and becomes able
to receive and bring through deeper teaching and more potent
forces. For not all the value of the teacher lies in what he
may give out as teaching - he becomes a channel through whom
powerful forces may pour down into the Group and these forces
will work upon the latent aspects of the personalities of his
students and by a process of psychic induction, bring those
latent aspects into conscious manifestation. This is one of
the most important laws of the esoteric path and would suggest
that you spend a little time on meditation thereof it will pay
dividends.
Finally, it is a sad fact that should a Teacher
fall from the pedestal upon which he has been placed, the first
to revile and condemn him will be those who placed him upon
that pedestal by their unwise personality-worship. It is for
this reason - amongst others - that we have endeavoured to make
our students accept the idea of a loosely knit association of
students of the Mysteries, even where small groups of students
have been formed - or formed themselves - the same law holds
good.
Let us now turn to one or two other matters
which are connected with this mundane personality of ours. As
we have said previously, personality can be seen as the 'mask'
which is worn by the true self. But there is another and far
more positive and active aspect of the personality to which
we wish to draw your attention. Alienists and psychiatrists
of all psychological schools of thought have all experienced
the activities of this more positive phase or aspect of the
personality and have dealt with it according to the light that
was in them. If, through the processes of psychological research
we begin to look at this personality of ours, we find we have
made contact with something which is at the same time both wonderful
and terrible - we might say "aweful", using the word
correctly.
Looking into the depths of the personality,
we see this awesome power flaming, expanding, contracting and
revealing still further depths of power. It is as though we
gazed into the terrible manifestation. This central point of
the human personality, where the dual forces of Earth and Heaven
meet and react one on the other, is indeed the microcosmic concourse
of forces where personality in its basic structure is forged
by the titanic forces in the microcosm into a vehicle of expression
and manifestation of the self within.
It is upon this basic structure that our present
personality is built up by the interaction of the impulse from
the deeper self and forces and influences of the environment.
But, whether we like it or not, some personality will be built
even as the life of a plant imprisoned beneath a stone will
triumphantly conquer its disability and grow from beneath that
limitation, though in its misshapen leaves and twisted stem
it shows lhe bitterness of its struggle to survive.
We should always keep in mind this amazing
energy and purpose which lies at the very centre of our personality
for it is these fiery depths of the psyche in which the will
of the true self is endeavouring to find expression. Often,
in the confined moralities to which we subscribe, the personality
that is formed is, like the plant of which we spoke, distorted
and pale and of that primordial fire which dwells within, very
little is manifest in the surface self. We are not advocating
the sweeping away of moral codes, but merely the reappraisal
of them, so that those things which are of the essence of true
morality may be separated from purely conventional, often hypocritical,
modes of thought which have been linked with them in the eyes
of society.
If we think of 'morals' in the meaning of the
word 'moris' - a custom -, then we can see that there are customs
which have outlived their usefulness, just as there are those
which belong to no period, but are truly ageless. There are
those also which are just coming into use and have to be tested
by their effect upon society. The ageless customs underlie all
religions, all creatures, since they are the expressions in
the world of men of the 'morality of the Masters' - the rules
of life which belong not to this or to that passing fad or fancy,
but are the expressions of the ethical outlook of the followers
of the Ageless Wisdom. Here is the true yardstick against which
we may measure those ideas of morality and ethics which are
being thrust upon us from all quarters at the present day.
Now let us consider another aspect of this
personality of ours. We are often surprised at the curious moods
which sometimes sweep over us without any apparent cause. We
have called them moods but they seem to be more than mere moods,
for they bring with them a feeling of power and, indeed, of
individuality which is hard to describe, but most definitely
experienced. What are these irruption's into consciousness,
these overshadowing clouds of emotion? Well, one thing they
may be, and this is the impact of some powerful personality
or some centre of power upon our personality - and this very
often explains them fully. However, they may be due to the influence
upon us of something else powerful, personal and very interesting.
The personalities that have been built up in the past by our
True Self still subsist in that deeper Self and continue their
aeonian experience therein, though the bodies physical, astral
and mental have gone into the discard. They have no need of
such vehicles though they can, if necessary, materialise temporary
bodies on whatever level they wish to manifest. More usually
however, they overshadow the present personality and this overshadowing
has a certain cyclic rhythm. Because of this, we can plot out
a chart showing this cyclic out-turning and by extrapolation
can see when these influences are likely to affect us. The knowledge
of these particular tides within our personality is a very valuable
part of education. For instance, would it be advisable to deal
with tricky and highly emotional issues when the influence of
a powerful martial personality from the past is likely to be
strongly present within us? His way of solving the problem might
not be helpful. Or, when it becomes necessary for us to venture
upon a hold enterprise in the outer world, would it be helpful
if we chose the time to essay this just when the personality
of the past who all his life was in retreat from the world was
exerting his influence upon us?
In summary, we have been endeavouring to show
both the merits and de-merits of the personality or mask which
we all build up as our instrument for dealing with the earth-plane
and its conditioning influence. we have particularly laid stress
upon undue dependence upon the personalities of others, especially
on our Teachers. This leads to another angle of this guestion
of personality. Why, if we say that the student must train himself
to be self-sufficient in his esoteric efforts, do we speak of
the invaluable help that we have received from our teacher.
This appears to be contradictory.
Let us consider the positive benefits which
a Teacher can provide. First of all, however, we must try to
get the subject into proper perspective. There is an esoteric
saying which is often quoted in this connection - "when
the pupil is ready, the Master appears". This is absolutely
true, but it is capable of being grossly misunderstood. So many
students think of it in terms of the sudden appearance of some
white robed figure who announces to the awe-struck student that
he has come to be his personal Teacher. That this does sometimes
occur we do not deny. Such was the first meeting of Alice A.
Bailey with one of the Masters, such was the experience of Madam
Blavatsky also, there have been others who have met their Teacher
in this unexpected fashion. But they are not typical of the
rank and file of esoteric students.
Usually, when we are ready for the next phase
in our esoteric training, the Master does come to us. But he
comes in a way for which we are not, as a rule, prepared. We
may easily, because of this, fail to make the new grade and
so have to mark time - or even to apparently drop back in our
work. So it may be helpful if we point out to our students that
in the majority of cases, the Teacher comes to us in the person
of one or another of those who are linked to him. The new contact
which we receive and the new teaching we are given, enable us
to forge ahead in our training. This process may be oft repeated,
but pari passu with these new influences and teachings there
should be a corresponding expansion and development of our own
selves until we become attuned to the Teacher himself, then
the conscious personal contact with the Teacher takes place.
These things are matters of both teaching and 'contact' using
the word in a particular technical sense. But before we consider
that point, we must consider the point regarding the one who
comes to us in the power and influence of the true Teacher?
It is so easy for us, in this present period of time, to be
overwhelmed by the various claims made by gurus, swamis and
chelas of Eastern esoteric systems on one hand, and Teachers
who claim to be the 'channels' of beings of various grades (usually
they claim that their particular inner plane Teacher is of the
highest grade).
How far can the average student trust such
self-appointed 'channels' and what are the criteria by means
of which he may judge the value of their messages? The answer
is the old biblical one - "By their fruits ye may know
them". But on the face of it, many such channels and the
groups which form around them would appear to be of a high ethical
tone, so it would seem that the problem is not so easily disposed
of as it would appear. This is a serious matter, for it is far
easier to become a member of a Group than it is to leave it.
Contacts are made and influence are brought to bear which can
profoundly affect everyone who is linked by membership with
the 'group-mind' of the group concerned.
Here an old esoteric saying is very relevant
- "Discrimination is the first virtue of the Path".
When the student has to make a decision regarding his membership
of any group, society or fraternity, it is not only the general
ethical teaching he should examine, but also the lives of those
who are the products of the teaching. "If I follow you,
shall I become like you?" is a good question to ask - at
any rate it is a good attitude of mind to adopt, even though
you never voice it to the members of the Group concerned.
Apart from what may be termed the general ethical
atmosphere, there is also a most important aspect which should
be considered, that is the mental and spiritual balance which
should be apparent in the teachings and in those who follow
those teachings. Here the Qabalistic Tree of Life with its associated
philosophy should help the student to evaluate any organisation
which competes for his allegiance.
If the student practices the virtue of discrimination
he will be saved much unnecessary wandering in the dark. Having
found the person who for the time being is the means whereby
the Teacher is dealing with him, the student soon begins to
realise that there is much more to esoteric training than mere
mental instruction. Here we come to the question of 'contacts'
of which we wrote earlier.
'Contacts' is the name given to the imponderable
psychic and spiritual influences which are brought to bear upon
the members of a group which is headed by one who acts as the
channel for the teachings and influences of the Teacher or Master
who is the Inner Plane Master concerned with the work of the
Group. It should be remembered that, associated with every Group
of this nature, there is a corresponding group of workers on
the Inner Planes, they too mediate the Master's influence. This
influence, working upon the members of the Group, begins to
affect them all in varying degree just as the atmosphere of
a hot house causes the plants therein to grow and develop. So,
in a well-knit Group, properly contacted, the steady development
of the spiritual and mental nature goes hand in hand with a
balanced development of the psychic and intuitional faculties.
This is the ideal, but because of the differing temperaments,
weakness' and out-of-balance aspects of most of us, the development
of a Group does not, as a rule, proceed along such ideal lines.
Often there is dissension and strife and it is here that the
wisdom as well as the power of the leader of the Group is put
to the test. A good mental attitude for the student to take
under such circumstances is that which Dion Fortune adopted
towards the Lodge of the Golden Dawn in which she trained. She
says "I took no part in the various dissension's within
the Lodge, but worked steadily on the principles which were
taught". It is sometimes better to remain outside any organised
group, but the help such a group can give is very great indeed
and it would be foolish for a student to refuse to consider
the possibility of joining one, if the chance presented itself.
With the touchstone of discrimination, he can test the quality
of the group.
However, it is imperative that the student
remembers always that even though, through the Group or through
the individual Teacher who offers him the next step on the way
and mediates to him the influence of the Masters, the ultimate
aim of both Group and Teacher is to so train and develop the
student that one day he may attain to the Knowledge and conversation
of his own Holy Guardian Angel, and so be committed, as Abramelin
the Mage remarks to a far greater teacher - his own true Spiritual
Self - and from that inner Teacher he may receive that true
initiation that will work in him unceasingly towards the goal
of his evolutionary pilgrimage.