What
did you do this morning?
Pray.
When did you start?
Half past four.
And after prayer?
We try to pray through our work by
doing it with Jesus, for Jesus, to Jesus. That helps us put our whole
heart and soul into doing it. The dying, the crippled, the mentally ill,
the unwanted, the unloved -- they are Jesus in disguise.
People know you as a sort of religious
social worker. Do they understand the spiritual basis of your work?
I don't know. But I give them a chance
to come and touch the poor. Everybody has to experience that. So many
young people give up everything to do just that. This is something so
completely unbelievable in the world, no? And yet it is wonderful. Our
volunteers go back different people.
Does the fact that you are a woman
make your message more understandable?
I never think like that.
But don't you think the world responds
better to a mother?
People are responding not because of
me but because of what we are doing. I think that before people were
speaking much about the poor, but now more and more people are speaking to
the poor. That is the great difference.
Before, nobody bothered about the people in the street. We have picked
up from the streets of Calcutta 54,000 people, and 23,000-something have
died in that one room (at Kalighat).
Humble as you are, it must be an
extraordinary thing to be a vehicle of God's grace in the world.
But it is his work. I think God wants
to show his greatness by using nothingness.
You feel you have no special
qualities?
I don't think so. I don't claim
anything of the work. It is his work. I am like a little pencil in his
hand. That is all. He does the thinking. He does the writing. The pencil
has nothing to do with it. The pencil has only to be ) allowed to be used.
In human terms, the success of our work should not have happened, no?
What is God's greatest gift to you?
The poor people.
How are they a gift to you?
I have an opportunity to be 24 hours a
day with Jesus.
Here in Calcutta, have you created a
real change?
I think so. People are aware of the
presence, and also many, many, many Hindu people share with us. Now we
never see a person lying there in the street dying. It has created a
worldwide awareness of the poor.
Beyond showing the poor to the world,
have you conveyed any message about how to work with the poor?
You must make them feel loved and
wanted. They are Jesus for me. I believe in that much more than doing big
things for them.
Friends of yours say you are
disappointed that your work has not brought more conversions in this great
Hindu nation.
Missionaries don't think of that. They
only want to proclaim the word of God. Numbers have nothing to do with it.
But the people are putting prayer into action by coming and serving the
people. Everywhere people are helping. There may not be a big conversion
like that, but we do not know what is happening in the soul.
What do you think of Hinduism?
I love all religions, but I am in love
with my own.
And they should love Jesus too?
Naturally, if they want peace, if they
want joy, let them find Jesus. If people become better Hindus, better
Muslims, better Buddhists by our acts of love, then there is something
else growing there. They come closer and closer to God. When they come
closer, they have to choose.
You and Pope John Paul II have spoken
out against life-styles in the West, against materialism and abortion. How
alarmed are you?
I always say one thing. If a mother
can kill her own child, then what is left of the West to be destroyed? It
is difficult to explain, but it is just that.
Is materialism in the West an equally
serious problem?
I don't know. I have so many things to
think about. Take our congregation: we have very little, so we have
nothing to be preoccupied with. The more you have, the more you are
occupied, the less you give. But the less you have, the more free you are.
Poverty for us is a freedom. It is not a mortification, a penance. It is
joyful freedom. There is no television here, no this, no that. This is the
only fan in the whole house. It doesn't matter how hot it is, and it is
for the guests. But we are perfectly happy.
How do you find rich people then?
I find the rich much poorer. Sometimes
they are more lonely inside. They are never satisfied. They always need
something more. I don't say all of them are like that. Everybody is not
the same. I find that poverty hard to remove. The hunger for love is much
more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.
There has been some criticism of the
very severe regimen under which you and your sisters live.
We choose that. That is the difference
between us and the poor. Because that will bring us closer to our poor
people. How can we be truthful to them if we lead a different life? What
language will I speak to them?
What is the most joyful place that you
have ever visited?
Kalighat. When the people die in
peace, in the love of God, it is a wonderful thing. To see our poor people
happy together with their families, these are beautiful things. The joy of
the poor people is so clean, so clear. The real poor know what is joy.
There are people who would say it is
an illusion to think of the poor as joyous, that they must be given
housing, raised up.
The material is not the only thing
that gives joy. Something greater than that, the deep sense of peace in
the heart. They are content. That is the great difference between the rich
and the poor.
People who work with you say you are
unstoppable. You always get what you want.
That's right. All for Jesus.
What are your plans for the future?
I just take one day. Yesterday is
gone. Tomorrow has not come. We have only today to love Jesus.
And the future of the order?
It is his concern.