POETRY
And it was at that age...Poetry arrived
in search of me. I
don't know, I don't know where
it came from, from winter or a river.
I
don't know how or when,
no, they were not voices, they were not
words, nor
silence,
but from a street I was summoned,
from the branches of
night,
abruptly from the others,
among violent fires
or returning
alone,
there I was without a face
and it touched me.
I did not know what to say, my mouth
had no way
with names
my eyes
were blind,
and something started in my soul,
fever or forgotten
wings,
and I made my own way,
deciphering
that fire
and I wrote the
first faint line,
faint, without substance, pure
nonsense,
pure
wisdom
of someone who knows nothing,
and suddenly I saw
the
heavens
unfastened
and open,
planets,
palpitating
planations,
shadow perforated,
riddled
with arrows, fire and
flowers,
the winding night, the universe.
And I, infinitesmal being,
drunk with the great
starry
void,
likeness, image of
mystery,
I felt myself a pure
part
of the abyss,
I wheeled with the stars,
my heart broke free on the
open sky.
SADDEST POEM
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,
and the stars, blue,
shiver in the distance."
The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved her, and sometimes
she loved me too.
On nights like this, I held her in my arms.
I kissed her so many times
under the infinite sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her.
How could I not have loved her large,
still eyes?
I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
To think I don't have her. To
feel that I've lost her.
To hear the immense night, more immense without her.
And the poem falls to
the soul as dew to grass.
What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.
The night is full of
stars and she is not with me.
That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.
My soul is lost without
her.
As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.
My heart searches for her
and she is not with me.
The same night that whitens the same trees.
We, we who were, we are the
same no longer.
I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.
My voice searched
the wind to touch her ear.
Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once
belonged to my
kisses.
Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.
Love is so short and
oblivion so long.
Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without
her.
Although this may be the last pain she causes me,
and this may be the last
poem I write for her.
CLENCHED SOUL
We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this
evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.
I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain
tops.
Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.
I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you
know.
Where were you then?
Who else was there?
Saying what?
Why will the
whole of love come on me suddenly
when I am sad and feel you are far away?
The book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled
like a hurt dog at my feet.
Always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing
statues.