Things get broken
at home
like they
were pushed
by an invisible, deliberate smasher.
It's not my hands
or yours
It wasn't the
girls
with their hard fingernails
or the motion of
the planet.
It wasn't anything or anybody
It wasn't
the wind
It wasn't the orange-colored noontime
Or
night over the earth
It wasn't even the nose or the
elbow
Or the hips getting bigger
or the ankle
or the air.
The plate broke, the lamp fell
All
the flower pots tumbled over
one by one. That pot
which overflowed with scarlet
in the middle of
October,
it got tired from all the violets
and
another empty one
rolled round and round and round
all through winter
until it was only the powder
of a flowerpot,
a broken memory, shining dust.
And that clock
whose sound
was
the
voice of our lives,
the secret
thread of our
weeks,
which released
one by one, so many
hours
for honey and silence
for so many births and
jobs,
that clock also
fell
and its
delicate blue guts
vibrated
among the broken
glass
its wide heart
unsprung.
Life goes on grinding up
glass, wearing out clothes
making fragments
breaking down
forms
and what lasts through time
is like an island on a ship in
the sea,
perishable
surrounded by dangerous
fragility
by merciless waters and threats.
Let's put all our treasures together
-- the clocks, plates,
cups cracked by the cold --
into a sack and carry them
to the sea
and let our possessions sink
into one
alarming breaker
that sounds like a river.
May
whatever breaks
be reconstructed by the sea
with the
long labor of its tides.
So many useless things
which nobody broke
but which got broken
anyway.