The moment
of death
The tantric
path seems also to put an emphasis on death. We can see how most of
the time we do react ourselves when we only hear the word "death" -
because it is a socially loaded word. Whereas from the vajrayana
point of view, the moment of death is a very important moment.
Usually, our mind is completely
uncontrolled at the moment we engage into the death process; our
mind is like leaves in the wind. You will go from one vision to
another vision without any control over this process. At one moment,
all the gross conceptions are disappearing, and the mind is going to
face the moment of Clear Light in death. But because we are not
prepared to face the Clear Light which is the expression of the
subtlest states, we become full of fear and try to flee this Clear
Light. So, somehow we cannot benefit from being in touch with that
subtlest state of mind; because we have not been prepared at all to
face it. Thus, we generate some fear and escape from it.
Whereas, on the tantric path, the emphasis will be on the
capability to be able to control the mind so that when once one will
be facing the Clear Light one will be able to meditate upon the
Clear Light (to be able to catch that moment and to focus on it, to
remain longer in that experience). Thus, most of the practices of
the tantric path will be to help us during the life to learn to
operate a control on the mind at the time to face the Clear Light.
We will try different methods explained in the tantric path,
concentrate all energies into the central channel in order to
experience the Clear Light - which is not the Clear Light of the
moment of death, since we are not dying, but which will be very
similar to the one we face at the moment of death. The Clear Light
that one can experience during the life is called the 'Clear Light
daughter', while the Clear Light experienced at the moment of death
is called the 'Clear Light mother'. Thus, a lot of attention will be
directed towards a better understanding and a better control of the
whole process leading to face the Clear Light. And since it is a
process which we experience at the time of death, since this is as
well a process which we are experiencing at the moment of sleep, it
is surely a process which we might be able to experience consciously
within one's practice. Clearly, according to the tantric path, the
experience of Emptiness is not something which is so far away, since
it is an experience which we all have already had, but in an
uncontrolled way. But usually, we have such a low estimation of
ourselves that when we approach a subject such as Emptiness, we feel
quite discouraged and we cannot think one second that it will be
soon possible to achieve such realization. But if through the
practice of the tantric path you are able to overcome that low
estimation mind mainly through visualizing yourself as the Deity
while developing this kind of divine pride, then your mind will
understand that this realization is indeed possible.
There a four tantric classes. If
you join the tantrayana, you may first join the Kriyatantra, for
example, and then eventually progress through the different classes
according to your inner transformation.
Questions
Question: What is the difference between
Tantrayana and Vajrayana?
Answer: It is the
same.
Question: On the one hand one should rely on a
teacher, but at the same time it is said one shall not rely on outer
phenomena; isn't this contradictory?
Answer: One can rely on a teacher mainly
because the teacher is seen as the embodiment of the qualities of a
Buddha. And when we say not to rely on what appears, then it means
not to rely on all the projections which we are attributing to the
outer phenomena. But since we need guidance, once we have checked
carefully the qualities of a master, when we have have understood
how compassionate and knowledgeable he is, then we may start to rely
on such a qualified guide.
Question: If one sometimes has
the feeling that one cannot have confidence in the teacher?
Answer: Then we may not yet have found the
right teacher. In order to follow the tantric path, one must really
find a qualified teacher, we are not referring to any teacher,
somebody like me who is just giving a lecture or an introduction to
something, but really a qualified person who has followed the path
which he is teaching and who has gained a clear realization and
understanding of what is taught. For that we have to follow a
teacher long enough in order to be able to understand whether he
represents all necessary qualities for a teacher on the tantric
path. Thus, one should not rely easily on a teacher to get advised
from him on the tantric path; one has to be sure about it; and that
can take time. But it does not matter how much time it takes, since
it is important to find a really qualified
person.
Question: Is your explanation more suitable for a
Western mind? Because there are examples in the history of Tibetan
Buddhism, for example, from the Kagyu lineage, where disciples found
their teachers more easily, where they had a kind of sudden feeling
'This is my master!', and remained with them in spite of the many
troubles they had to endure.
Answer: I do believe that it applies to
every situation, whatever mind, whatever lineage. On the one hand,
it is still possible that after a few years of looking for a
teacher, listening many teachings, finally you may find yourself in
front of one specific teacher with whom there is an immediate
recognition. But we have to be sure that this understanding is
coming from a pure intuition and is not just a projection because
somebody has a kind of charisma, or talks well, or gives details
which we like. We have to be sure about what we do feel towards this
person. Someone can have a very good charisma and talk very well,
and yet may not have any inner realization, of Emptiness or of
Bodhichitta. So, we have to be sure that the person we believe in
and we feel good with has the necessary background to become a real
guide. Because he/she is not only a guide for common things in daily
life, it's specifically about the tantric path, somebody giving
details on the tantric path, and those details have also to be
adapted to the disciple; thus one really has to check well. It is
said that once we have found our teacher, we have to follow him;
even, as you said, if we find some obstacles, even if the teacher
seems to be a little bit tough or show anger to us. If he is giving
us some obstacles, we have nevertheless to follow, since he is the
essence of the Buddhas. So, in order to be sure of that, I think it
is better to spend some time, as much time as necessary to be sure
that this is the right teacher. Because once we decide that this
person will be our teacher, if you go to see that person and ask
him/her to be your teacher, and if there is a reciprocal agreement,
then, if you subsequently break this engagement, this is considered
a very negative action. And we know from Milarepa's life story that
a teacher can be very tough; but on the other hand, as far as I
understood the story, Marpa never asked for anything which went
against the Buddhadharma. He asked him many things which were very
hard or tough for himself, but he never manifested things which are
against the Buddhadharma. And this is one point to keep in mind,
because His Holiness the Dalai Lama said that: when you chose to
follow someone as a master, if you later see that this master
obviously acts against the Buddhadharma, then you can put the
qualities of the teacher in doubt. It is not me who said that, but
His Holiness. Of course when I say that, I measure the weight of it,
and when I say that you have to be sure that the teacher is acting
against the Buddhadharma, it means that you have to be sure. It
should not be just a feeling, or something that you have heard, or a
misunderstanding about his activities. But if it appears clearly
that the teacher asks you to kill someone, or that you act in a
negative way for others, you must be careful about such
orders.
Question: If one does not find a teacher, but
there is a teacher who has already passed away, for whom one has
great respect, reads all his books, and so on, can this teacher be
one's teacher?
Answer: This is difficult, because while we
are progressing on the path, we may meet some difficulties and have
some questions, and then we need the appropriate answer. The
appropriate advise is difficult to get from a
book.
Question: And what about a Yidam being one's
teacher? Can one practice the yidam as a teacher?
Answer: When we do the guru yoga or the
practice of a yidam, we see our teacher as the essence of the Buddha
that we are practising. We see clearly that all the deepest
realizations come from the devotion which we generate towards our
guru. If one sees one's guru as a simple man, then one will
receive the blessing of a simple man. If one sees one's guru as a
bodhisattva, then one will receive the blessing of a bodhisattva. If
one sees one's guru as a Buddha, then one will receive the blessing
as if given from a Buddha. Answer: But
only in some rare case the Yidam (as Näljorma, or Manjushri, etc)
can be our teacher! Because this implies that one has already
reached a very high state of realization, able to perceive the Deity
clearly and have a direct relationship with.
Question:
Concerning what you were explaining about the central channel and
moving energies: This is also done in Qi Gong practice, but without
the ethical background about Bodhichitta, and so on. Therefore I
have a question: Can one be practised without the other or inhowfar
are these things different.
Answer: From my understanding, this is not
done in Qi Gong. It is visualised concentrating some energy in the
so called central channel, but I have never read any precise
descriptions from Qi Gong or Reiki and so on; the real way somehow
to dissolve the energies into the central channel in a true and
effective way, well detailled and described. I am not a Qi Gong
specialist, this is clear, but what I could read and hear about it
is that they do some visualization, concentrating different energies
in a "centralized" way, in order to have an appeased mind. But here
stop the similarities with the tantric practice, because in the
tantric practice we define exactly how to do it; not only how to
visualize it, but to focus the mind on one of the specific chakras,
describing exactly the place where the winds have to flow into the
central channel and all those kinds of details, which, to my
understanding, are not described in Qi Gong. When in Qi Gong we see
the concentration of the vital energy in one spot of the body, we
could see a parallel to the (Tibetan) 'tummo' (tib.: gtum mo) or the
(Indian) kundalini practices, but even though there is a similarity,
it ends there; there is no further description on how to awake this
energy, and how to channel it into the central channel.
Nevertheless, if somebody is doing Qi Gong generating the strong
feeling or belief that some energy will move and that some energy
will get concentrated and will produce something, it may in some
cases really produce some experience. But since there is no
background of Bodhichitta and no background of how to maintain and
channel it, it will be a brief experience. Therefore, if we want
to engage into a deep and profound practice, we have to follow a
traditional one, not existing since few years, and having a long
lineage of practitionner who have acheive Enlightenment! We cannot
become a Buddha by buying a trainning, we cannot channel those
spiritual energies in few days. As we cannot become a healer after
two-three week-ends of reiki. It all depends what you want to
acheive. It depends of your strengh and your motivation. Sure the
Tantric Path, as any other traditional spiritual ways, require
efforts and assiduity. We cannot buy Buddahood as a piece of cake,
nor as a training!
We may end the evening here. Thank you
:-)
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