Is
my meditation correct? When shall I ever make progress? Never shall I
attain the level of my spiritual Master. Juggled between hope and doubt,
our mind is never at peace.
According to our mood, one day we will practise intensely, and the next
day, not at all. We are attached to the agreeable experiences which emerge
from the state of mental calm, and we wish to abandon meditation when we
fail to slow down the flow of thoughts. That is not the right way to
practise.
Whatever the state of our thoughts may be, we must apply ourselves
steadfastly to regular practice, day after day; observing the movement of
our thoughts and tracing them back to their source. We should not count on
being immediately capable of maintaining the flow of our concentration day
and night.
When we begin to meditate on the nature of mind, it is preferable to
make short sessions of meditation, several times per day. With
perseverance, we will progressively realise the nature of our mind, and
that realisation will become more stable. At this stage, thoughts will
have lost their power to disturb
and subdue us.
Emptiness, the ultimate nature of Dharmakaya, the Absolute Body, is not
a simple nothingness. It possesses intrinsically the faculty of knowing
all phenomena. This faculty is the luminous or cognitive aspect of the
Dharmakaya, whose expression is spontaneous. The Dharmakaya is not the
product of causes and conditions; it is the original nature of mind.
Recognition of this primordial nature resembles the rising of the sun
of wisdom in the night of ignorance: the darkness is instantly dispelled.
The clarity of the Dharmakaya does not wax and wane like the moon; it is
like the immutable light which shines at the centre of the sun.
Whenever clouds gather, the nature of the sky is not corrupted, and
when they disperse, it is not ameliorated. The sky does not become less or
more vast. It does not change. It is the same with the nature of mind: it
is not spoiled by the arrival of thoughts; nor improved by their
disappearance. The nature of the mind is emptiness; its expression is
clarity. These two aspects are essentially one's simple images designed to
indicate the diverse modalities of the mind. It would be useless to attach
oneself in turn to the notion of emptiness , and then to that of Ç
clarity, È as if they were independent entities. The ultimate nature
of mind is beyond all concepts, all definition and all fragmentation.
"I could walk on the clouds!" says a child. But if he reached the
clouds, he would find nowhere to place his foot. Likewise, if one does not
examine thoughts, they present a solid appearance; but if one examines
them, there is nothing there. That is what is called being at the same
time empty and apparent.Emptiness of mind is not a nothingness, nor a
state of torpor, for it possesses by its very nature a luminous faculty of
knowledge which is called Awareness. These two aspects, emptiness and
Awareness, cannot be separated. They are essentially one, like the surface
of the mirror and the image which is reflected in it.
Thoughts manifest themselves within emptiness and are reabsorbed into
it like a face appears and disappears in a mirror; the face has never been
in the mirror, and when it ceases to be reflected in it, it has not really
ceased to exist. The mirror itself has never changed. So, before departing
on the spiritual path, we remain in the so-called "impure" state of
samsara, which is, in appearance, governed by ignorance. When we commit
ourselves to that path, we cross a state where ignorance and wisdom are
mixed. At the end, at the moment of Enlightenment, only pure wisdom
exists. But all the way along this spiritual journey, although there is an
appearance of transformation, the nature of the mind has never changed: it
was not corrupted on entry onto the path, and it was not improved at the
time of realisation.
The infinite and inexpressible qualities of primordial wisdom "the true
nirvana" are inherent in our mind. It is not necessary to create them, to
fabricate something new. Spiritual realisation only serves to reveal them
through purification, which is the path. Finally, if one considers them
from an ultimate point of view, these qualities are themselves only
emptiness.
Thus samsara is emptiness, nirvana is emptiness - and so consequently,
one is not "bad" nor the other "good." The person who has realised the
nature of mind is freed from the impulsion to reject samsara and obtain
nirvana. He is like a young child, who contemplates the world with an
innocent simplicity, without concepts of beauty or ugliness, good or evil.
He is no longer the prey of conflicting tendencies, the source of desires
or aversions.
It serves no purpose to worry about the disruptions of daily life, like
another child, who rejoices on building a sand castle, and cries when it
collapses. See how puerile beings rush into difficulties, like a butterfly
which plunges into the flame of a lamp, so as to appropriate what they
covet, and get rid of what they hate. It is better to put down the burden
which all these imaginary attachments bring to bear down upon one.
The state of Buddha contains in itself five "bodies" or aspects of
Buddhahood: the Manifested Body, the Body of Perfect Enjoyment, the
Absolute Body, the Essential Body and the Immutable Diamond Body. These
are not to be sought outside us: they are inseparable from our being, from
our mind. As soon as we have recognised this presence, there is an end to
confusion. We have no further need to seek Enlightenment outside. The
navigator who lands on an island made entirely of fine gold, will not find
a single nugget, no matter how hard he searches. We must understand that
all the qualities of Buddha have always existed inherently in our being.